yesterday was a heck of a day.
our aparment got broken into.
I got a call from our apartment manager at 11:52 am.
I didn't know the number, so I let it go to voicemail.
when I saw that the number left a voicemessage, I listened.
and returned the call.
I went home immediately,
nightmares flashing in my eyes.
crying Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.
my flesh was failing.
tears were streaming.
Jesus was all there was.
When I got home, it wasn't as bad as the nightmares I pictured.
I called a friend, and through tear mumbled words she understood and came.
Let me tell you right now, sweet ladies of the Lord are so priceless.
she kept telling me she was sorry that she looked a mess. she said she hadn't showered.
to me, she couldn't have been more beautiful
loving and supporting me like Christ.
and after a while, we put it all back together.
the house looks normal.
some things are gone.
but our souls and salvation remain.
we made a trip to home depot and bought every reinforcement they sold.
It was a heck of a day.
but there are a few things I know that were shown to me.
in those nightmarish moments when I had no strength and knew completlely and totally that Jesus was all there was, i knew.
Jesus is all that there is.
and He still is.