oh, someday. you steal joy from today.
I make wishes and lists of all the things I want.
all the things I have to have until my life really starts.
someday, you make me miss the joy of today.
you make me regret not valuing each day.
you make me miss moments in the past that I was so eager to pass.
you are the opposite of contentment.
you are vile and hold a promise you will never fulfill.
you leave me always waiting for one more day, one more thing.
so i'm trading you in. i'll trade all the dreams of someday for today.
today is someday. today is all that I had wished for.
today, i am blessed with
a loving husband
food on our table
this verse rings true in my heart today
"Not that I was ever in need, for I have learned
how to be content with whatever I have."